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2018 Tape

by Toxic Womb

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1.
Do you ever feel like there’s a plastic bag covering your face? You can’t breathe, you wanna disappear but there’s never enough space? Do you ever feel like everyone is mad at you for no reason at all and you’re just gonna end up alone, just like you thought. Do you ever feel like there’s no possible way you could feel like this for one more day, you’ve had enough and you’re about to just give up? when that feeling comes knocking on my door I’m not afraid, I’m stronger than before when that feeling comes out to play I am saying no today, I will not give up today I’m not gonna let this feeling rule my every day I’m fighting myself to live and survive that voice in my head doesn’t want me alive fuck you if you think that I’m gonna think twice about being alive, I wanna be alive I’m not gonna let this feeling take me down today I’m not gonna let this feeling ruin my whole day resilient survivor, I’m staying alive resilient survivor, I’m staying alive resilient survivor, I’m staying alive resilient survivor, I’m staying alive
2.
Misery 01:05
All day long i sit and wait For something better to come my way I’m sick of waiting every single day I’m ready to find my fucking escape No, I don’t know what’s wrong with me So, don’t ask what’s going on with me I’m sick of feeling the same each day ou say it’s up to me to change my ways? I spend each day trapped in my head A living body but inside I’m dead Finding comfort in unworthy boneheads Wishing I could run away instead No, I don’t know what’s wrong with me So, don’t ask what’s going on with me I’m sick of feeling the same each day You say it’s up to me to change my ways? I’ve been a slave to this illness too long Everything in my life is always going wrong I must be the world’s biggest dick when all you happy people make me fucking sick what’s wrong with me? what’s going on with me? I’m feeling the same each day I want to feel okay
3.
a woman’s body was found in the river today we still can’t walk home without being afraid looking over our shoulders, we’ve never felt safe not at home or at work or even where our bands play i can feel your eyes on my body, like predator and prey you’re licking your lips hoping this will be your day but i’ve got better plans for you, babe, you better pray make one more move and I’ll make sure that you pay another night of work where I’m scared to walk home where streetlights are display but it’s safer than the shadow you’re safe space is the streets cause you think that you own them but it looks like you’re alone when we walk each other home you tell me to smile, you must think I owe you something you call me baby cause you think i’m good for one thing you scream about my thighs from your driver side window but i’ve got all the tools to end your life, didn’t you know if your hands touch me you will not get them back i’m not here to fulfill your desires there’s no fucking way that i’m taking your crap another night of work where I’m scared to walk home where streetlights are display but it’s safer than the shadow you’re safe space is the streets cause you think that you own them but it looks like you’re alone when we walk each other home
4.
Feel This 01:14
I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel when I wake up and it’s a new day how come i feel exactly the same everyone says it’s gonna be okay how do i get these thoughts out of my brain I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel I can remember what you did to me the things you did while i was asleep I imagine what my life would be like If you were never fucking alive I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel this anymore I don’t want to feel I’m not going to blame me anymore I’m not going to blame me anymore I’m not going to blame me anymore I’m allowed to feel You made me feel afraid and alone Like forever I would be on my own I’m finding out that you gave me a gift I have every right to be fucking pissed
5.
Sabotage 01:33
sabotage is selfish, it’s just not fair drowning in my sorrows, full of despair my mind is playing games, it gets me nowhere you’re telling me yes, but my mind says no losing my direction, where do i go can’t tell what is real, not sure how i feel i know what i want, most of the time but then again I think I’M LOSING MY MIND Tell me what is real, tell me what this is I’ve lost my sense of reality, Tell me what is real, tell me what this is I’ve lost my sense of reality, Tell me who I am, tell me what you want Losing myself yet again Tell me who I am, tell me what you want Losing myself yet again sabotage is selfish, it’s just not fair drowning in my sorrows, full of despair my mind is playing games, it gets me nowhere you’re telling me yes, but my mind says no losing my direction, where do i go can’t tell what is real, not sure how i feel i know what i want, most of the time but then again I think I’M LOSING MY MIND Tell me what is real, tell me what this is I’ve lost my sense of reality, Tell me what is real, tell me what this is I’ve lost my sense of reality, SELF SABOTAGE SELF SABOTAGE SELF SABOTAGE SELF SABOTAGE
6.
Last Resort 00:57
woke up on the wrong side of bed today this negativity is draining my energy just for once can my mood stay the same I keep pushing everyone in my life away how many times can this happen to me before I learn my lesson and stay asleep making myself feel like I’m not worth it anymore so sick and tired of pulled myself off of the floor letting other people decide my worth as a last resort I’ve got so much more to give but i keep selling myself short woke up on the wrong side of bed today this negativity is draining my energy just for once can my mood stay the same I keep pushing everyone in my life away how many times can this happen to me before I learn my lesson and stay asleep making myself feel like I’m not worth it anymore so sick and tired of pulled myself off of the floor letting other people decide my worth as a last resort I’ve got so much more to give but i keep selling myself short
7.
Don’t you look my way when I’m walking past you Breaking your neck cause I’m barely in view I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do You’re making me sick, Id rather spit on you I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind You’re weak and worthless don’t get in my way abusing and using me every single day You thought you could shame me Blame me, that’s not right Now you’re sleeping alone at night You thought you could shame me Blame me, that’s not right Now you’re sleeping alone at night I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind Don’t you look my way when walking past you Breaking your neck cause I’m barely in view I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do You’re making me sick, Id rather spit on you I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do Don’t waste my time, man, you’re wasting my time Don’t waste my time, man, you’re wasting my time
8.
Can you believe we're being plagued by religion still? These Christians aren't about to give up. It's the same countless fools go on and on and on and on and... Closest thing to witches I've ever seen, Let's get out the gas and set them on fire! Teach me how to pray, good Christian. If it works you'll all be dead. We'll see the secret to salvation, For me it's when you're dead, you're dead, you're DEAD. I can't believe they're serious, Superstitious spastic fools. They live for everlasting life, And ruin my life here on earth. They must be SO intelligent, To know so much more than me... I wanna take the president, Chop off his head, And mail it to them in a garbage bag. Hinkley had a vision, Hinkley had a vision Hinkley had a vision, Hinkley had a vision

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released May 4, 2018

Recorded By Nick Schuld April 2018
Album Art By James McDevitt

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