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Staying Alive
01:32
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Do you ever feel like there’s a plastic bag covering your face? You can’t breathe, you wanna disappear but there’s never enough space? Do you ever feel like everyone is mad at you for no reason at all and you’re just gonna end up alone, just like you thought. Do you ever feel like there’s no possible way you could feel like this for one more day, you’ve had enough and you’re about to just give up?
when that feeling comes knocking on my door
I’m not afraid, I’m stronger than before
when that feeling comes out to play
I am saying no today, I will not give up today
I’m not gonna let this feeling rule my every day
I’m fighting myself to live and survive
that voice in my head doesn’t want me alive
fuck you if you think that I’m gonna think twice
about being alive, I wanna be alive
I’m not gonna let this feeling take me down today
I’m not gonna let this feeling ruin my whole day
resilient survivor, I’m staying alive
resilient survivor, I’m staying alive
resilient survivor, I’m staying alive
resilient survivor, I’m staying alive
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Misery
01:05
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All day long i sit and wait
For something better to come my way
I’m sick of waiting every single day
I’m ready to find my fucking escape
No, I don’t know what’s wrong with me
So, don’t ask what’s going on with me
I’m sick of feeling the same each day
ou say it’s up to me to change my ways?
I spend each day trapped in my head
A living body but inside I’m dead
Finding comfort in unworthy boneheads
Wishing I could run away instead
No, I don’t know what’s wrong with me
So, don’t ask what’s going on with me
I’m sick of feeling the same each day
You say it’s up to me to change my ways?
I’ve been a slave to this illness too long
Everything in my life is always going wrong
I must be the world’s biggest dick
when all you happy people make me fucking sick
what’s wrong with me?
what’s going on with me?
I’m feeling the same each day
I want to feel okay
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Predator & Prey
01:28
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a woman’s body was found in the river today
we still can’t walk home without being afraid
looking over our shoulders, we’ve never felt safe
not at home or at work or even where our bands play
i can feel your eyes on my body, like predator and prey
you’re licking your lips hoping this will be your day
but i’ve got better plans for you, babe, you better pray
make one more move and I’ll make sure that you pay
another night of work where I’m scared to walk home
where streetlights are display but it’s safer than the shadow
you’re safe space is the streets cause you think that you own them
but it looks like you’re alone when we walk each other home
you tell me to smile, you must think I owe you something
you call me baby cause you think i’m good for one thing
you scream about my thighs from your driver side window
but i’ve got all the tools to end your life, didn’t you know
if your hands touch me
you will not get them back
i’m not here to fulfill your desires
there’s no fucking way that i’m taking your crap
another night of work where I’m scared to walk home
where streetlights are display but it’s safer than the shadow
you’re safe space is the streets cause you think that you own them
but it looks like you’re alone when we walk each other home
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Feel This
01:14
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I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel
when I wake up and it’s a new day
how come i feel exactly the same
everyone says it’s gonna be okay
how do i get these thoughts out of my brain
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel
I can remember what you did to me
the things you did while i was asleep
I imagine what my life would be like
If you were never fucking alive
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel this anymore
I don’t want to feel
I’m not going to blame me anymore
I’m not going to blame me anymore
I’m not going to blame me anymore
I’m allowed to feel
You made me feel afraid and alone
Like forever I would be on my own
I’m finding out that you gave me a gift
I have every right to be fucking pissed
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Sabotage
01:33
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sabotage is selfish, it’s just not fair
drowning in my sorrows, full of despair
my mind is playing games, it gets me nowhere
you’re telling me yes, but my mind says no
losing my direction, where do i go
can’t tell what is real, not sure how i feel
i know what i want, most of the time
but then again I think I’M LOSING MY MIND
Tell me what is real, tell me what this is
I’ve lost my sense of reality,
Tell me what is real, tell me what this is
I’ve lost my sense of reality,
Tell me who I am, tell me what you want
Losing myself yet again
Tell me who I am, tell me what you want
Losing myself yet again
sabotage is selfish, it’s just not fair
drowning in my sorrows, full of despair
my mind is playing games, it gets me nowhere
you’re telling me yes, but my mind says no
losing my direction, where do i go
can’t tell what is real, not sure how i feel
i know what i want, most of the time
but then again I think I’M LOSING MY MIND
Tell me what is real, tell me what this is
I’ve lost my sense of reality,
Tell me what is real, tell me what this is
I’ve lost my sense of reality,
SELF SABOTAGE
SELF SABOTAGE
SELF SABOTAGE
SELF SABOTAGE
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6. |
Last Resort
00:57
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woke up on the wrong side of bed today
this negativity is draining my energy
just for once can my mood stay the same
I keep pushing everyone in my life away
how many times can this happen to me
before I learn my lesson and stay asleep
making myself feel like I’m not worth it anymore
so sick and tired of pulled myself off of the floor
letting other people decide my worth as a last resort
I’ve got so much more to give but i keep selling myself short
woke up on the wrong side of bed today
this negativity is draining my energy
just for once can my mood stay the same
I keep pushing everyone in my life away
how many times can this happen to me
before I learn my lesson and stay asleep
making myself feel like I’m not worth it anymore
so sick and tired of pulled myself off of the floor
letting other people decide my worth as a last resort
I’ve got so much more to give but i keep selling myself short
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Don't Waste My Time
01:22
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Don’t you look my way when I’m walking past you
Breaking your neck cause I’m barely in view
I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do
You’re making me sick, Id rather spit on you
I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time
You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind
I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time
You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind
You’re weak and worthless don’t get in my way
abusing and using me every single day
You thought you could shame me
Blame me, that’s not right
Now you’re sleeping alone at night
You thought you could shame me
Blame me, that’s not right
Now you’re sleeping alone at night
I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time
You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind
I’ve learned, my lesson, won’t give you the time
You’re lies, your bullshit, won’t bother my mind
Don’t you look my way when walking past you
Breaking your neck cause I’m barely in view
I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do
You’re making me sick, Id rather spit on you
I don’t owe you shit, but you think that I do
Don’t waste my time, man, you’re wasting my time
Don’t waste my time, man, you’re wasting my time
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Can you believe we're being plagued by religion still?
These Christians aren't about to give up.
It's the same countless fools go on and on and on and on and...
Closest thing to witches I've ever seen,
Let's get out the gas and set them on fire!
Teach me how to pray, good Christian.
If it works you'll all be dead.
We'll see the secret to salvation,
For me it's when you're dead, you're dead, you're DEAD.
I can't believe they're serious,
Superstitious spastic fools.
They live for everlasting life,
And ruin my life here on earth.
They must be SO intelligent,
To know so much more than me...
I wanna take the president,
Chop off his head,
And mail it to them in a garbage bag.
Hinkley had a vision,
Hinkley had a vision
Hinkley had a vision,
Hinkley had a vision
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